Friday, December 27, 2013

"Look Not Behind Thee"

I love looking at this every night, especially during
the Christmas season
Merry Christmas! I am so happy I was able to talk to the family on Christmas day! It was so great to hear your voices! I am counting down the days where I can see Sister Kylie Udall as an actual missionary before she enters the MTC. It is even in my planner. Hey Uncle John! What's up!!


All I can say is that being a missionary during Christmas time is the most amazing experience. I am so happy that so many of our cousins and friends have a desire to serve because it is just the best feeling in the world. Just being here at Temple Square on such a special night was one of the best experiences I have ever had. It was worth not being able to be with family and doing some of the things I normally do on the holiday. That was definitely one of the best Christmas's I have ever had and I know it is because it was all focused on helping others to realize what is truly important and the reason why we celebrate Christmas. Sorry Mom but I think I'll extend my mission a couple of weeks so I can be here for next Christmas too!

One of the best parts of my mission is getting to interact with people with special needs when they come visit the square.  I just love those people and we get to see them often.  Here is a picture of Bob doing tricks in his wheelchair.  He comes to visit quite often.

Christmas Eve the square closed at 5pm and we had dinner, watched the nativity movie, and had a spiritual Christmas activity called the Christmas Posada. It's a family tradition for one of our AP's and also very common in Mexico. Many of our senior couples and mission presidencies dressed up as different characters from the Nativity like the three wise men, shepherds, Isaiah, angels, and Roman guards. They were all in different buildings or stations on Temple Square and we went in groups to "search for the Christ child." Each person would tell us their story of how they were involved with Christ's birth. It was a very powerful and spiritual activity and such a great way to help us feel the Christmas spirit that night.  Dinner was brought into us by CafĂ© Rio.  I had enchiladas and it was awesome because we eat enchiladas every Christmas at home.
  
 
 Christmas Day the square closed at 5pm again.  During the day we had a couple of hours to make our phone calls and then worked.  After the square closed we went down to the South Visitors Center for our party.  For dinner we had ham sandwiches with Doritos.  Then all 200 of us got wonderful presents from the missionary presidency.  They gave each of us a Wal-Mart gift card, a box of chocolates, a Jenny Oaks Baker CD, a Mormon Tabernacle Choir CD, a pencil, a scarf, fuzzy socks,
$50, and so much more!  It was so nice!  A former senior missionary who is crazy and funny and acts like Uncle Darin came dressed up as Santa Claus and gave them to us! We all went up one by one to get our gifts and he grabbed me and hugged me even though I am a missionary. It was so funny!  We watched 2 movies. One was Christmas for a dollar and the other was Happy Feet! We all wore our pajamas and it was so much fun. 


Santa visits the Temple Square Missionaries 
It was so cool getting to see my family last week but I was amazed at how easy it was to walk away from you when it was time for you to leave. This mission is so important to me and I know that I am here for a specific reason. When it was time for our visit to end, I just felt like I needed to get back to the square and do the things that I was called here to do. 
 
One of my favorite sayings is "A Missionary is someone who leaves their family for two years so others can be with their family for eternity."  Even though I struggled a little at the beginning of my mission, I quickly came to realize how special my calling as a missionary is.  In Alma 34:32 it says:
 
"For behold this is the time for men to prepare to meet God; yea, behold the day of this life is the day for men to perform their labors."
 
That scripture really hit me hard when I first read it. I like to share this scripture with my investigators but I feel like it really applies to my mission as well. As we prepare to meet our Father in Heaven we must also work hard to do our part in building up the kingdom of God and bringing others to Christ. Being a good person and just hanging out on the sidelines doesn't make the cut. This scripture reminds me that I need to go the extra mile and do everything that Heavenly Father has asked me to do. 
 
I am so happy because for most of the year of 2014 I get to be a missionary! My New Year's resolution is to make the most of my time here and to not waste a minute of it. Heavenly Father trusts us missionaries with our callings and expects us to do our best. I am so excited to just start fresh and leave everything behind me! I want to share one of my favorite Mormon Messages! It is all about the New Year and "Look Not Behind Thee" which is one of my favorite stories in the bible. It is the story of Lot and his wife when they are leaving Sodom and Gomorrah.  The Lord told them to flee the city and don't look back.  It's not that literally looking back as she left was bad; but she was looking back with longing.  She wanted and already missed all the things Sodom and Gomorrah gave her even though it was an evil city.  You should watch the video.  Here is the link: 
 
 
It is so important that we leave the past behind us and look forward to what we can do in the future.  That's why New Year's is such an awesome opportunity.  I have a love hate relationship when New Years Day! I like to reflect on the past and think about all of the good times that I have had and everything I have learned- but sometimes all of those memories make me miss the past and I don't want a new year to start! I also love the New Year because it is a time to make resolutions and changes to be better. It is so exciting because we get 365 new days and we don't even know what will occur! 
 
2013 was the most interesting, amazing and shocking year of my life so far. This time last year I had decided not to serve a mission and I enrolled in nursing school. So many changes and ups and downs were going on but I am so happy that I made the decision to serve. And I am so excited to see what Heavenly Father has in store for the year 2014!
 
I challenge each of you to look forward to the new year and "look not behind thee" so that you may focus on what lies ahead.  The past is in the past and because of the loving sacrifice of our Savior, Jesus Christ, the future is bright!
 
 

Thanks to my wonderful family and friends for the awesome Christmas gifts and Christmas cards.  You all are so good to me and make serving my mission such an amazing experience because of your support.
 
Thanks to:
Grandpa and Grandma Wellman
GiGi
Grams and Mac
Papa Rick & Grandma Laurie
Grandpa Herb & Terry
Aunt Tonya
The Udall Fam
The Inman Fam
Sterling
Sister Weng
Dad and Keli
Mom and Jeremy
 
If I didn't mention you yet, it's probably because we haven't received everything yet.  There was lots of mail coming in and they are still sorting through it.  But thank you so much to everyone!
 
Sister Macy Park

 

Sunday, December 22, 2013

A Special Tour of Temple Square

Hello! How is everyone doing? OK so it is SO cold outside so I hope that everyone who is driving in Utah is careful. I got stuck in the snow yesterday and then when I slammed on the gas (trying to get un-stuck) I almost a hit a tree. It was so funny.  Other than that, this has been a wonderful week! Last Saturday was one of the best days on my mission because J was baptized. He is so great and will be getting the priesthood soon! I had not been to a baptism for a while and it was such a good experience. The spirit was so strong and I knew as everything was happening that this church really is true! He truly had a glow about him and he just seemed so happy. I never thought too much about baptism before my mission but what an amazing blessing it is! It makes me realize how special partaking of the sacrament each week is because it reminds us of those covenants we made with Heavenly Father on the day we were baptized.  Our investigator from Iowa was also baptized on Saturday. I wish I could have been there for that one too!

Remember our investigator from North Carolina?  One of things that he would always want to pray about is finding a job.  He had been unemployed for several months and was very depressed.  So we began praying for him and with him that he would find a job.  Within a few weeks he got a great job and he was so happy but then eventually he stopped talking to us and he even cancelled the baptism that he had set for the middle of November.  I was so sad for him but he had gotten to a better place since getting a job and felt like he no longer needed God.  But then last week he lost that job and was stuggling again so he got in contact with us and has been asking us to pray for him again.  I am so heartbroken that he lost his job but he wants to embrace the gospel again and I am so glad to have this contact with him.  I just know that God is preparing him for something great.  Sometimes God allows trials to happen in our lives because He knows it will bring us closer to Him.  God sees the big picture and promises us that our trials will be for a small moment but that if we accept the gospel of Jesus Christ our joy will be eternal.  I am happy to be teaching him again and I hope he chooses to go ahead with his baptism this time!

Yesterday the snow storm was so bad we were sent home early. Snow days are boring for missionaries so we ran outside and got big bowls of snow and then ran back into the apartment. We put vanilla, cocoa, sugar, and milk in the snow and had frozen hot chocolate! 
 
Since we can only go to Sacrament Meeting on Sundays we have Relief Society every Thursday morning.  Last Thursday we had it in the church Relief Society building and our lesson was taught by the General Relief Society President, Linda K. Burton.  She told us about how her dad used to tell her: You can count the number of seeds in an apple, but you cannot count the number of apples in a seed. This means there are an ENDLESS number of possibilities when we plant a seed in someone's life.  There are also many opportunities for progression. We do not know what we are meant to become, but God does!  She also said that our mission is preparation or the MTC for the rest of our lives. Our work ethic in our mission will determine the course of our lives. Don't waste any moment! Serve at every opportunity you have! This goes for full-time missionaries, as well as member missionaries.
 
This morning we attended the temple and Sister Steenhoek and I brought our patriarchal blessings so that we could read them in the Celestial Room. We have made it a goal to invite everyone we talk to (those who are already members of the church) to read their patriarchal blessings. Heavenly Father is such a loving God! He has given us so many gifts to help us throughout our lives such as the scriptures, patriarchal blessings, prayer, prophets, family, etc! It is up to us to use those gifts to make us happy in our lives and to remember the bigger picture. Being on a mission and getting into the habit of taking advantage of all of these things that Heavenly Father has provided us has made me a much happier person.
 
So we have had Elder Holland, Elder Oaks, and Elder Don Clark of the Seventy speak to us so far since I have been out on my mission. All three of them have spoken to us about spiritual maintenance. President Monson is very worried because we are losing a lot of the youth in the church. The youth in high school, college, and even returned missionaries. All three of these men who spoke to us said that the best way to remain happy in our lives is to keep doing the things Heavenly father asks us to do. Sister Steenhoek and I have been teaching a few less active returned missionaries and when they become less active in the gospel it almost always starts with the same problem. They completely stop every wonderful thing that they learned to do while they were on their mission. I am not perfect and I won't be after my mission so I am just so happy that I am learning about how to prevent all of this right now. We learned that it is so important that we don't just go through the mission but we let the mission go through us!  Even if you haven't served a mission! Before my mission I found myself just going through the motions. I didn't really think about it and I felt like I was doing ok but I wasn't saying prayers every morning and night and I wasn't reading the scriptures as often as I should.
 
So I would like to leave an invitation to all of my family and friends. The world isn't getting any better but if we truly want to be happy and have peace in our lives the best way to do so is just to keep the commandments, do what God asks of us, remember the Savior and his atonement. He did all of this for us and there is no possible way we can pay him back but what we can do is keep the commandments and draw ourselves closer to our Father in Heaven. SO! I invite all of you to do personal scripture study, morning and night prayers, read your patriarchal blessing, think about the Savior as you take the sacrament, and read scriptures with your family! I think it is so important to just remember the bigger picture. There are such good things to come and Heavenly Father has blessed us with so much. He promises us such amazing gifts and it is not worth it to not do our part. I know that Heavenly Father loves each and every one of us. I know that He has a plan for all of us and there is always a way back to Him. One of my favorite chapters in the bible is John 14. Anytime I am going through a hard time since I was 17, I just read John 14!
 
1 Let not your heart be troubled: ye believe in God, believe also in me.
2 In my Father’s house are many mansions: if it were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you.
3 And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again, and receive you unto myself; that where I am, there ye may be also.
4 And whither I go ye know, and the way ye know.
5 Thomas saith unto him, Lord, we know not whither thou goest; and how can we know the way?
6 Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me.
 
The Savior went before us to prepare many wonderful experiences and blessings for us. Heavenly Father has a plan and his way is always the best way. As we follow the teachings of Jesus Christ we can enjoy those good things to come. If times are hard and we don't know what else to do we can always lean on the Savior because he knows what we are feeling. I like to imagine that kind of love that he had for all of us. He wants us to be happy and the best ways to be happy in life are doing the things that draw us closer to the Savior and Heavenly Father.
 
It is almost a new year and it is going to be a good one! I am so excited to see what this next year brings. I will be on my mission for about 11 months of this year and I am so happy I get to do so! I am so happy to serve here at Temple Square. I love everything I am learning and the wonderful people I get to teach. I love learning from my investigators because they have taught me so much about the important things in life. The first few months of my mission were tough but now I can truthfully say that I love my mission! I am happy I am here and I know that I need to be here. 

I can't wait to see what's in store for us this Christmas!  I have heard that Christmas is amazing here in our mission. I will tell you all about it next week!

Love,

Sister Park

From Macy's Mom:
After Macy received her call to Temple Square we immediately began hearing about how unique the mission was.  Girls who had served there and parents of Temple Square missionaries referred to it as "the most unique mission in the world."  We soon began asking questions and doing research to learn about the mission and everything we learned about the Temple Square mission was incredible.  The mission isn't unique in the way that most people might think.  It's not just a mission where beautiful international girls get fixed up and stand around the square to serve as customer service reps or tour guides.  The rumor that "all the pretty girls go to Temple Square" is just a myth- don't get me wrong, the girls there are beautiful.  But not because they were blessed with striking features or supermodel physiques.  They are beautiful because, like all other missionaries serving around the world, they are filled with the light of Christ.  This mission is unique for many reasons.  It is an all girl mission.  The girls are responsible for preparing all their own meals and don't eat in member homes.  This mission does not have boundaries.  The whole world is their mission and there is no country these girls have not taught the gospel in.  It is one of the highest baptizing missions in the world.  The Temple Square missionaries teach local investigators as well as investigators over the phone.  And finally, it is the only mission that allows the missionaries' family members to visit and see their child in action.  This weekend our family did just that.

Our appointment with Macy and her companion, Sister Steenhoek, was set for Saturday at 10:00 a.m. and we arrived in Salt Lake City on Friday afternoon to finish some Christmas shopping and check into the hotel so that we could go see the lights at Temple Square that evening.  Our hotel was right across the street from Temple Square and the view of the Square was absolutely perfect.


Everything was covered in snow and it was beautiful!
We knew there was a small chance we would see Macy and her companion at the Square Friday night but we weren't too hopeful since many people have gone to look for Macy during conference time and other times of the year and had no luck.  For security reasons the other missionaries won't tell us where she is at if we ask.  We knew there would be thousands of people there and she would be hard to spot but we decided to keep a look out just in case.  We walked through the west gates of Temple Square at 6:00 just after the lights went on and headed for the North Visitors Center.  Inside, the visitors center was packed and I knew that if she was in there we probably wouldn't even see her.  After a few minutes of looking around in the visitors center, Jeremy had a feeling he should go back outside to the west gates we entered through.  As soon as he walked up to that area he saw Macy and Sister Steenhoek! 
 
In the meantime the kids and I were still in the visitors center looking around and barely able to walk two consecutive steps because it was so packed.  Then I hear Jeremy from behind me say, "Hey, look who I found!"  So I turn around and there he is with my beautiful daughter that I hadn't seen in months!  She was beaming and smiling from ear to ear.  I quickly handed Jeremy my phone and purse so I could go give her a huge hug before Kendall and the twins bombarded her.  We were all so excited to see our beautiful missionary!
 



Macy and Sister Steenhoek had an appointment with a family a few minutes after that so they didn't get to stick around but seeing them was so much fun and made our night!  After a long day of traveling our little encounter was enough to recharge our batteries so we stepped outside of the visitors center to brave the cold and see the rest of Temple Square before finally eating dinner at the Nauvoo Cafe, one of the restaurants in the Joseph Smith Memorial Building.

After seeing Macy Friday night, I thought Saturday morning might be kind of anti-climatic.  But when Saturday morning rolled around I woke up extra early and stared at the clock, willing it to be 10:00 so we could leave and actually spend some real time with Macy and Sister Steenhoek.  The clock was ticking by slowly and finally at 9:30 we all walked down stairs and started across the street to Temple Square.  According to Guest Services instructions, we were to meet Macy and her companion at the Temple Construction Desk in the South Visitor's Center at 10:00 a.m. sharp.  We arrived at the South Visitors Center at about 9:35 and decided we would look around a little.  We walked in and there were two missionaries at the front of the visitors center who were there to greet guests as they walked in.  We told them why we were there and they acted like it was the most wonderful thing in the world.  That is one of things I love about the Temple Square missionaries.  The hospitality they display is very remarkable.  It's kind of like going to Disneyland where the customer service is top-notch and everyone there makes you feel like you are the most important person in the world.  I have heard that employees of Disney go through extensive customer service training to learn this skill.  But the amazing thing about the Temple Square missionaries is that they don't go through any extensive training other than in the MTC.  What causes them to possess such a gracious charm is the fact that they are surrounded by beautiful music, missionaries both old and young, temple patrons, and the spirit of Christ every hour of every day.  It truly rubs off on each of them and the feeling they project is incredible.

After looking at the SLC temple model for several minutes we decided to walk over to the area where we were supposed to meet Macy and wait. 

 A sweet missionary from Sweden offered to take a
picture of us while we waited.
 
After a few minutes we heard a familiar laugh and then we finally saw our sweet missionary and her companion enter from behind an area blocked with a red velvet rope and a sign that said "controlled access".
 
 Macy told me to not act like the paparazzi
but I couldn't help myself.
 
After we hugged her and her companion (again), they told us the first stop on our tour would be to the chapel in the Joseph Smith building where they attend church every sunday.  Macy told us about the chapel once before in a letter and said how beautiful it was.  She was right!
 
 The woman at the organ was practicing the most beautiful
 Christmas music I have ever heard.  She was so talented!
 
A view of the ornate ceiling Macy told us about
 
Macy and her companion told us the reason the chapel is so luxurious is because it used to be a ballroom back when the Joseph Smith Memorial Building was a hotel.  When the hotel was turned into the Memorial Center they decided to make this ballroom a chapel.  It is truly amazing to see in person!
 
When the girls leave the chapel during the month of December they walk out to the view of this beautiful Christmas tree in the lobby of the Joseph Smith Memorial Building.
 



 
Our next stop was to the basement of the South Visitors Center where the Temple Square mission office is located.  This area is filled with cubicles that serve as offices for the Fleet missionaries (Macy and her companion are on the Fleet assignment right now), the Office Assistants, and Assistants to the President.  This is also where the missionaries go to teach the lessons over the phone to investigators who live all around the world.
 
 
As you walk into the mission office area, there is a large board that describes perfectly why we have missionaries on the earth today.
 
 The board says "What's bound on Earth will be Bound in Heaven"
and there are pictures of recent baptisms of some of the girl's investigators.
 
The tagline of the Temple Square mission is "The World is Our Mission".  On another wall in the mission office is this large map with little pins that represent the mission's recent baptisms all across the world.
 The pins are very hard to see in this picture.
Another map on the wall represents all the countries of origin of the current Temple Square missionaries.


  Since the age change, there are several
more from the United States than there were in the past.
 
There are over 200 sister missionaries representing 55 countries serving at Temple Square.  This display of flags in the mission office represent where some of the sisters are from.  There are also other flag displays in different areas of the office.
 
 

 
Macy and Sister Steenhoek decided to get creative with the Fleet board and bought some fabric to cover it and decorate it a few weeks ago.  Here is the finished product.
 
 
 A little sign they made to go on the bottom of their board :)
  


Next, they took us to the tabernacle.  There were investigators in there so we were able to watch Macy in action as she went up to the front and talked about the acoustics in the building and did the pin drop demonstrati
 

 
Our final stop on the tour was the Christus room in the North Visitors Center.  Jersy was in awe when she saw the Christus and immediately knelt down to pray.  Everyone in the room was touched, including the investigators, and many of them were taking pictures of her
 
 Macy and Sister Steenhoek talked to the kids about why we celebrate Christmas.
 
 
I just had to get a family picture in front of the Christus before we left.  I wish we all would have remembered to take off our coats but at least we have the picture!
 
This concluded our hour long tour.  We hated for it to end but luckily we were able to take Macy and Sister Steenhoek to lunch before we left.  The girls wanted to go to Hires Big H, a hamburger joint close to down town that has become their favorite restaurant.  They went back to the Church Office Building to get a car and we met them there.  The hour that we had for lunch flew by as we listened to stories about their mission.
Several people asked me if it was hard to say goodbye and if I am being honest I was very worried about that part.  But when I walked Macy to her car she looked at me and said, "Mom, for the first time I can honestly say that I am genuinely happy."  Looking at her face I knew she was telling me the truth.  She wasn't just ok with going back to Temple Square when we drove away, she was excited to get back to Temple Square and go to work!  She is in a beautiful place decorated with the most beautiful christmas decorations on earth, she has a companion that she gets along great with, she has 200 other missionaries who are all there serving the same purpose, and she is working alongside Heavenly Father each day to help bring people to Christ.  Who wouldn't find completely happiness in that?  So to answer everyone's question- I will miss her for the next year but saying goodbye wasn't hard at all.  She is exactly where she is supposed t 





Friday, December 13, 2013

Be of Good Cheer

Merry Christmas, Everyone!
Hello! I have been missing AZ this month because it is way too cold in this place. Seriously I think I am going to die. My ears turn red and I can hardly even talk to people because I am shivering the whole time. I love getting letters from everyone and hearing about what is happening back home! I'm not being stuck up but its hard for me to realize that life goes on for other people without me there!

It is really beautiful here though. I love the lights! I love being able to see them every night. Salt Lake City is a winter wonderland. There are these beautiful horse carriages that take people on rides around the city. The snow literally sparkles! The lights are so bright and are the perfect representation of Jesus Christ! I just love being here. Life is pretty good lately. Of course there is always some ups and downs when it comes to missionary life but for the most part it is good!

Our wonderful investigator, "J" from Salt Lake City, will be getting baptized tomorrow! We are so excited for him. We were able to take him on a tour of Welfare Square on Wednesday and it was so great. Sister Steenhoek served there last transfer so she knew what she was talking about. If anyone lives or visits Salt Lake City, I invite you to go and visit Welfare Square or Humanitarian Center. I knew the church did a lot for people in need but I had no idea that they did THAT much. You feel the spirit so strong at Welfare Square because you just know that God's children really are being taken care of (if they accept the help of course, which some people don't and I find that kind of weird).  If people need help they should take it!  When we allow others to serve us we are doing those people a service as well. We should never rob someone of the opportunity to give!

So tomorrow I have to give a talk at J's baptism. He asked me to read a talk about the very first chapter I assigned him to read in the Book of Mormon back in September which was Alma chapter 32.  That chapter is on faith and it's a common chapter used by missionaries. I still don't know what I am going to say which leads me to realize that if we have faith, we will receive the help and guidance we are looking for. Sometimes I pray and ask for things but don't necessarily have the faith to receive it. One day I was so stressed out. I was really worried about one of my investigators and I just felt like I didn't have what it takes to be able to help. I felt like I was doing so much but wasn't really helping and I was so worried.  Then I decided to read in Doctrine and Covenants and came across 101:16 which says, "Therefore, let your hearts be comforted concerning Zion; for all flesh is in mine hands; be still and know that I am God."

After reading that I realized was that I didn't have enough faith! I really came to understand, though, that I was not alone in this. These are Heavenly Father's children so he is right there with me helping me along the way! He wants them to come back and know his love for them. I also realized that Heavenly Father doesn't even need missionaries to help him. He can do this all by himself but he allows us to serve because he loves us! He wants us to be able to experience real happiness and to be able to help others feel that too. After being here for 5 months I think I finally realized what is important. I am not focusing on myself anymore because this isn't about me at all. But as I genuinely serve others, I feel God's love for me so much stronger. That is what this Christmas season is all about! Serving others so that they can feel the light of Christ in their life.

Guess who decided to just walk in and have sacrament meeting with us on Sunday? Just Elder Quentin L. Cook. He needed an early morning sacrament to go to so he came to ours! It was awesome. I never thought I would have church with an apostle.

Elder Don R. Clarke of the First Quorum of the Seventy came to speak to us a few days ago.  He is an assistant executive director of the mission department and presides as an area assistant over the Salt Lake North, Salt Lake City, and Salt Lake South missions.  He got me thinking that I need to start thinking a little about my future and what I plan to do when I leave in one year.  Right now my main focus is my mission because I have less than one year to make a difference in Heavenly Father's kingdom; but I also need to decide what I am going to do with the rest of my life.  That thought is actually a little scary to me right now!

I think I forgot to mention our investigator in Surrey, England.  She is awesome and has just decided that she wants to be baptized! We finished teaching her the Plan of Salvation and she felt really strongly about everything but still had questions about prophets.  So we sent her two talks by President Monson.  We had a feeling that she would really like them and guess what!  After reading them, she decided to get baptized! 

Something else exciting is that we were able to attend the Christmas Devotional on Sunday night! I always remember watching that as a family so it was really cool to be there knowing that my family was watching it right then. Elder Nelson's talk was so great!  Tomorrow night we get to go to the Mormon Tabernacle Choir's Christmas Concert.  I can't wait!

The world is such a different place at Christmas time and I don't ever want this feeling to end! I am just so happy right now and no offense, mom, but I don't want to come home next Christmas because I am afraid of leaving Temple Square. The feeling is just way too incredible here. We can keep these feelings all year round if we remember to make Jesus Christ a priority each day and remember why he came into the world and what he did for each one of us.

In John 16:33 it says, "These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world."

Sister Park

Friday, December 6, 2013

A Christ-Centered Christmas

My beautiful view each day
Hello Everyone! This week has been a very crazy and stressful week. The cars are dying, the cars aren't filled up with gas, the tires are low, and its been icy on the roads! Our lives have revolved around cars this past week and we have dedicated lots of time to fleet but I still feel like I am not on top of things. I guess I am just a little OCD about this assignment.  I already know that I am going to be really protective of my future cars after my mission because of this calling. I do love it though! I like being down in the garage and I like to drive around a lot so it is fun! I sometimes feel bad for Sister Steenhoek because this assignment is a lot to take in. Especially this past week... it was so insane. I am hoping it slows down a little. Sister Steenhoek is so great though. She handles everything really well and is a great problem solver. We have so much fun together. Maybe too much fun because when we are in bad or stressful situations we just laugh about it. I like how relaxed we are!
Fleet and Missionary work are both great but I am trying to figure out how to balance the two of them. They both are important and time consuming. That is my goal of the week. I just need to be able to be organized so I can successfully do both!

It is bitter cold here. I am expecting hypothermia pretty soon or frost bite or something. I think my ears might even fall off. But the Christmas season makes the cold weather bearable and it's great because everyone is in the mood for missionary work this time of year!

"J", our investigator that lives right here in Salt Lake City is getting baptized next Saturday and I am so excited for him. The best part about it is that since he is local we actually get to attend the baptism!  J is very interested in the Humanitarian and Welfare programs in our church so we get to take him on a tour at Humanitarian Square and Welfare Square on Wednesday. I have never served there but Sister Steenhoek has so she knows the ropes. It will be so much fun.

My other investigator, "A" gets baptized in less than three weeks and he is so excited!! He is just the sweetest kid. I wish I could be there for him but the local missionaries have been awesome and are taking great care of him.

Exciting things are happening! We have two new investigators. One is from England and the other one is from Scotland! They are so prepared. We have to call them in the mornings because of the 7 hour time difference so that is how we have been spending some of our mornings and it's a great way to start our days!

We spoke to the one from Scotland the other day and Grandpa Wellman, I do not know how you understood those people when you were on your mission. It is so hard to understand her! She asked me where our "hole" is. She meant church but I didn't know what she was talking about. I asked, "You want to know where our Hell is?" She thought I just said "hole" with an accent so luckily she didn't catch on to that. Sister Steenhoek had to press mute because she was laughing so hard. Eventually I understood what she was trying to say and we emailed her the address of the closest church building to her which is in Glasgow.

Temple Square is an amazing place to be this time of the year.  The lights are beautiful, the music is wonderful, the spirit is strong, and the Square is covered with people- lots of beautiful families and couples! It is like General Conference every night. We have the opportunity to talk to so many wonderful people from all walks of life. I always seek out the younger girls so I can talk to them and get them all pumped up to serve missions! I just want people to see how happy you can be when you are spending your days serving the Lord.  As Missionaries, when we visit with people we always challenge them to make commitments to improve their lives.  Sister Steenhoek and I have been committing everyone we meet to do an act of service this month. It is the season of giving and I love to see how charitble and kind people are right now.  I wish we could feel this way all year long!

I love hearing how excited Jagger is for Christmas.  He and I are the same exact person! I love that he loves Christmas so much!  Sometimes I wish I could be home just for Christmas but I really wouldn't trade this experience for anything in the world.  I love the joy I feel at having a completely Christ-centered Christmas. 

I am so blessed to be here at Temple Square with the music, happiness, and true meaning of Christmas all around me.  I know that this is my only oppurtunity to have Christmas here so I am going to enjoy every second! I return home around the middle of December next year so this will be my one and only Christmas at this beautiful place.

So this past week with Fleet consuming all of my time, I have been wondering if I am even making a difference.  This calling has kept me so busy that I feel like my mind hasn't been there enough to help my investigators and less-active members. This really bothered me and I was so stressed about it! So I decided to pray and ask God if what I was doing to contribute was helping people and if I was actually making a difference or even listening to the spirit! It was really weighing on me because I just want so badly to help people while I am here on a mission. Well, the next day I received a call from a member that I met at General Conference. She is my age and about to serve a mission. We have kept in touch since October. I got her contact information just in case she might have people she could share the gospel with and in November she found that person she thought would benefit from it. It was one of her best friends from middle school that she hasn't seen in many years. She gave me her number and I gave "L" a call. There was no answer so I left a message and planned to call back in a couple days.  Then when S, the girl I met at Conference called me the other day she told me she had very exciting news! Her dad had a random business trip in Missouri over Thanksgiving and that is where L lives. So S and L got together and L told S that she got my message! She was so touched that S wanted to share the gospel with her because lately she has been searching for the truth. L said something that I said in the message really touched her and she is so willing to learn more and meet with missionaries! So S said, what did you say in the message? And I honestly have no idea what I said! It was driving me crazy because I do not remember anything.Then I remembered a talk that Elder Bednar gave about teaching by the spirit. He said sometimes we do things or say things and we have no idea we said them or where they even came from.  That is the spirit teaching through us! After this experience, I recognized that it was Heavenly Father answering my prayer. I am making a difference because I am listening to the Holy Ghost. Sometimes we just don't feel like we are good enough or we feel inadequete; but we just need to recognize that God really is there and he is helping us!

So I decided to do a 40 day Fast. Except I am not food fasting. I am World fasting. I am doing my best to stop thinking about things that do not matter and I am just focusing on missionary work. It is hard and a little boring sometimes but I have noticed a positive change in myself in just the last week.  I used to get caught up in moments where I would dwell on the past and future and it made me kind of depressed so now I am just focusing on right now and working on being exactly obedient.  It has been an amazing experience because I am so much happier now than I was before!

Thank you so much to Grams and Mac for the wonderful Christmas card and money!  You both are so good to me and I appreciate it so much!

Dad and Keli thank you for beautiful card and money!  I really appreciate all the support I receive from everyone. I feel so loved!

Mom & Jeremy, thanks for the letter and package.  The new camera works great!  You guys made my week.  I love hearing that everyone is doing so well and it doesn't surprise me that Jersy thinks she is a cat now.

Kendall, how is college life?  How are missionary preparations going?

Grandpa and Grandma Wellman and Christie and Trev!  Thanks so much for coming to see me.  It really made my day! I felt bad because I was so busy but your visit was exactly what I needed to give me a break from all of that stress.

Alyssa! My Mom said you are planning to serve a mission and I just want you to know that it is the best decision you can make right now. When I first considered serving I was really hesitant! I felt like life was going ok and I had a lot of opportunities in Arizona that would be good for me but I just decided to jump in and go anyways! It was a big step for me but it was the best choice I have ever made. I promise you that you will see such a positive change in your life and you will be able to feel Heavenly Father's love for you so strong! I have never felt so close to Him and I hope this feeling never goes away. I know that God will bless you and take such good care of you. It is such an amazing feeling to know that you are helping others receive what makes us so happy in our lives and what keeps us going. I am so proud to have such awesome cousins that are going to serve missions! Your family will be so blessed and you will be more happy than you have ever been! I love you!

Enjoy the Christmas season everyone and remember why we celebrate!

Love,

Sister Macy Park